finally i am back...hmm it seems a long time since i have blog...cut my hair just recently and i think it look good to say the least...to think i stubornly refuse to cut it and had to be persuade for quite a long time before i agreed to cut it...here is the before and after...
the one in black is the after and the one in gray is the before... so which one do u think is better...well both are mi and well i might be bias...but both are equally handsome...lolz...the $25 is quite well spent i would say...today is the national day preview but i did not get a chance to watch it...not even the preview when i hope that i can get the tickets for the actual day...but never mind...at least i get to see the fireworks with a walk down the stairs of my house...the fireworks are really beautiful...too bad beautiful things does not last long...really...beautiful stuff does not last long so does beautiful moment...hais...anyway the fireworks is really beautiful man too bad i never took a picture of that...
sometimes one is just enough...one person that u love with your heart and that she has the same feeling about you too...the eyes tell a story too...a story which can only be told by the one that understand you the best...
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7/29/2006 10:40:00 PM
7/29/2006 10:40:00 PM
happy birthday manjusri...just now went back to manjusri with meiling for the school anniversary...was suppose to meet her at the taxi stop outside sp at 4pm but due to the extended itab lesson,i was late...i was only out at about 4.25pm like tat and in the end even though chiong cab down still late and cannot make it to the hall the catch the starting and ended up having to watch the performance only...sorry meiling...well did not watch much of the performance though cause was busy catching up with my old friends...they did not change much but all was laminating about the stress level that come about with poly life...i noe the feeling too as poly life is not as rosy as people would first thought...it was full of projects and test and some of the lecture are hard to understand...singapore life style is too hetic man...back to the performance...even though i did not watch much of the performance,i can feel that there is a drop in the standard of the performance put up by the students...but kudos to the effort though...saw a few of my ex-teacher...they look the same but i did not went up to them to say hi or whatever...should have done that cause it is their teaching that make mi pass my 'O's that allow me into singapore poly business admin course and let me noe "them"...tink i am going back next year too cause i tink it is the last year that the school will be at sims drive cause i heard that it will be moving into the new premises next to maha bodhi primary school in 2008...tinking of visiting that too...anyway happy school anniversary...somehow feeling abit down at this moment...when people say that stars shine in the dark,it means that there is hope but i only saw a few pathetic stars just now and does that mean that there is no or little hope for me???there are a few better option around and i tink that they are way better than me and i tink theres no hope for mi le...maybe it is due to the low confidence that haunt me but really until i can get my confidence and courage up...what i can do nw is just to fantasize...at least thinking on the brighter side made me abit more happier...hais
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7/21/2006 11:49:00 PM
7/21/2006 11:49:00 PM
hmm...i am back...well i dont think they will see this but anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YVONNE & JOHN...
well another guy and girl having birthday on the same date...well it is normal for the previous pair to have the same birthday...but i would say that there might be something on for these two...well u noe wat i mean...lolz...
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7/19/2006 11:36:00 PM
7/19/2006 11:36:00 PM
14/7/2006
well i am not sure if you will see it...but anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCK SIN & YIWEN...
hmm...a guy & a girl having birthday on the same date...well theres nothing wrong with that...dont read too much into it...it is very common ok...=)
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7/14/2006 09:09:00 AM
7/14/2006 09:09:00 AM
08/07/06
hmm...nice date rite...080706...but how nice the date is will never change the fact that i screwed up my itab test yesterday...no matter how many marks that i forgo in the past as a result of insufficient time to complete my paper,it is not as bad as the marks i literally threw away for my test...40 marks out of the full paper...i noe that i already lost 40 mark out of 100 and what can i do???nothing...am i jinx to not finish my paper on time???it was the same story for my secondary school days and dont tell me it is going to be happening again now again in poly...why???depress depress depress...why on my favourite subject...why???so friends whom i come into contact too for the next few day...if u feel that my mood level is low and i look like i am always sianz sianz de please forgive me...really depress now...hope i can dont screw up my next two paper on monday...ec and econs...please dont let me screw up again...btw today went to le meridien-changi village hotel to do my marketing project with my group members...went there to interview the assistant director if i am not wrong...but i tink i am wrong...i cant rmb his title...his name is adrian lee if i am not wrong again...he is a really nice man...he was there taking time out of his busy schedule to let us interview him and he even treat drinks and lunch to the whole group...i am not sure if he is paying the bill out of his own pocket and if it is then he really shouldn't have cause things at hotel really cost a bomb man...but even if the tab is being pick up by the hotel management then it is also nice of him to do so...he does not need to do this for us but he even went the extra to give us a lunch treat...that was nice of him to do so...he answered our qns patiently and even bring us around the hotel to take a look at their facilities and also taught us a few thing about life...well he is really nice and wonder why is he still still a bachelor now...well manner regarding relationship are hard to say and if i ask why is he still a bachelor at age 41(opps nt intentional)i can ask myself why i have not been in one relationship myself...well i suppose these thing are hard to say...when love comes they can never be chase away...if love dont wanna to come then no matter hw u beg them,they will never come...why am i into this again...nvm he is a nice person and changi village hotel is lucky to have him as their assistant director(title unsure)...and if my group mate happen to read my blog(which i dont think is going to happen)...i am sorry if i appear abit like sianz sianz like that today and that i am not doing my job properly today...well still feeling sad about the itab test yesterday...sorry again and i promise to put in my best effort to complete the project...sorry again...if any of u is reading this...
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7/08/2006 11:27:00 PM
7/08/2006 11:27:00 PM
02/07/06
WHY???why did it happen again...tell mi why did it all happen again to mi...first arsenal now england...why did it all happen in a spate of a year???first arsenal defeated in the champion league final and now england out of the world cup by above all else a penalty shootout...WHY???it is all over again...it is all over for mi again...wat did i do wrong man???why did it all happen all over again...wat the dam bloody shitty hell has happen???screw the portugese...curse tat all their player got injured before the semi-finals against brazil...curse them tat they will get trash by the brazilians...curse the goalkeeper ricardo to concede an own goal in a penalty given to the brazilian...screw the portugese...dam the portugese...screw ronaldo...he should have been kept in jail for tat rape incident...screw the portugese...screw the referee...wan to play with red card rite???go home and play it with ur son...HAIS...alone to reflect on arsenal defeat to barcelona...nw all ALONE AGAIN to reflect on the england defeat by portugal...why must i also be alone to reflect on defeat???WHY???all alone again...
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7/02/2006 02:10:00 AM
7/02/2006 02:10:00 AM