I Lie
I Cheat
I Steal
It is part and parcel of life actually!!!
Who don't lie?
Who don't cheat?
Who don't steal?
We all do and thats why if the police decided to catch all those who lie, cheat, steal, then all of the people in the world will be in jail!!!
If you are not cheating, you are not trying...haha.
Well thats true to a certain extent. If u bother to cheat, thats mean u give a damn to the thing.
If u don't even bother to cheat, then thats mean u dun even give a damn to the thing.
Am I right?
I guess I am good at coming out with excuses...haha.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/30/2007 12:28:00 AM
11/30/2007 12:28:00 AM
When the tiny little hope starts to turn into a dream
and dreams began to turn into a fantasization
and fantasization started to come crumbling down
with the revelation of the truth
through the routine visit
it hurts bad!!!
Only I know...
No one else does!!!
I suppose...
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/27/2007 12:40:00 AM
11/27/2007 12:40:00 AM
Human beings are such contradicting people.
They know what they want, but they don't know how to make it happen.
But...
Deep down in their heart,
they desire for it to happen.
Prehaps it is all about courage.
People who say that they don't know what they want are actually lieing!!!
They know what they want
just that they do not have the courage to admit it
much less than having the courage to actually make it happen.
Prehaps they feel low about themselves.
I don't know...
Having the desire for things to happen
and not knowing how to make it happen
is making mi confuse!!!
What should I do?
I don't know.
Only time will tell...
prehaps even time can't provide the solution!!!
Confuse!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/23/2007 01:14:00 AM
11/23/2007 01:14:00 AM
Breaks are starting to get boring especially when there is nothing to do.
Either I start to get something to do during the break or am going to start having depression!!!
Sianzational life that I got!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/23/2007 01:14:00 AM
11/23/2007 01:14:00 AM
It is coming back again!!!
I don't like this kinda of feeling.
But what can I do?
How do I actually prevent it from coming back?
What is actually making mi have this kinda of feeling again?
I don't know!!!
Maybe I actually do...
Just don't come and find mi...
I don't think that emo is my best friend!!!
Find anyone except mi...just don't find mi!!!
I don't like this kinda of feeling.
But what can I do?
How do I actually prevent it from coming back?
What is actually making mi have this kinda of feeling again?
I don't know!!!
Maybe I actually do...
Just don't come and find mi...
I don't think that emo is my best friend!!!
Find anyone except mi...just don't find mi!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/20/2007 11:41:00 PM
11/20/2007 11:41:00 PM
The worst part about hair cutting is not knowing what style you want to cut when u approach the hair stylist and after cutting your hair not knowing how to style it. I am guilty of that.
Now that I chop chop chop, I still prefer my hair before cutting I cut it. No choice now...one fine day...David Gan...High Price to pay to get someone to cut and style your hair for you.
No choice when you don't know what to do with your own hair.
I know what I want
but the thing is...
I don't know how to get it!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/19/2007 12:12:00 AM
11/19/2007 12:12:00 AM
You know what? Ben actually ask mi to go and watch Tang Yu Zhe autograph and singing session at suntec yesterday. Nothing wrong with that just that it seems abit gay. Two guys going to suntec to look at another guy!!! That stupid gay!!!
Who has seen two guy going for such things. Normally it is boy and girl or girl and girl combination right? Never mind...quite a crowd I should say even though we left after the singing and not for the autograph session. I thought of getting one as a memoto but since Ben wanted to leave so no choice lor.
Btw he is a terrible shopper!!! From suntec to bugis to parkway. Tired that I was dead when I was home.
Anyway saw my sec school chinese teacher at Singpost NTUC yesterday. One of my all time fave teacher...Mr Chan Kuang Tong haha. I saw Mr Tan Poh Pin that day there too haha. Another of my fav teacher...lol. Seems like alot of teacher like to shop in Singpost NTUC ya.
Saw Denis at Bugis as well. Hmm...how come he is not with his ahem ahem? I dunoe haha.
Chop Chop Chop!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/18/2007 12:25:00 PM
11/18/2007 12:25:00 PM
Tired...I shoudn't have gone for gems. Sianzational class that is haha. Nothing to motivate mi this time round like the week before...haha.
After gems went Clementi to eat with Jun Biao. Thank you for being my partner in crime in the weight gaining exercise even when he is tired ya...lol. Wanted satay but too bad...the charcoal is just starting to burn when I went there and therefore no satay for mi...=(
Ordered rojak then since there is no satay. The sugar cane drink there is nice btw. Witness some heartland commotion there. Ah Peh VS APNN over a spanner...lol. Actually the Ah Peh was at wrong in that instance.
And tried "Munchy Donut" for the first time haha. Strawberry with yogurt donut was nice. Just that the bread was that bit harder than "Donut Factory". But the taste was good!!! Actually it was JB recommendation though he didnt any "expensive" donut before...haha. He remembered the donut in "Simpson the Movie" and I went along with his "recommendation" and bought a one with similar description and it taste great lol.
But I feel that there is something wrong with mi these past few days. I am exceptionally tired without doing much sia. There must be something wrong!!! Maybe it is like what JB say...post-exam fatigue lol.
He went home after that and I continued my shopping at Orchard. And I bought a new clothes at Orchard today...=) But the search for a new clothes is sure long. From GAP to TopMan to FlesImp to Espirit to Taka to Zara to Giordano before U2 at least haha. Tried 9 clothes before the final one was chosen. More, more, more!!! That was a record!!! Fan Tuan was still delicious.
Damn...I have been eating much lately. Plan Lose Weight failed badly. Ok time for coma.
Speaking of record, two person attending a lecture in a class is sure a record for DBA/2A/05 yesterday lol.
Anyway I think that it is time to cut my hair. It is protesting to mi in a way that I do not like very much...sweat sweat and sweat...tsk. It look like a mop anyway. Tml or Sunday then.
So should I sleep now and wake up before England match or should I play my "no-life" game in Football Manager while waiting? I don't know.
Hmm!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/17/2007 12:31:00 AM
11/17/2007 12:31:00 AM
Journey to the East for 臭豆腐!!!
Got back my FM paper today and wohoo...I didn't fail the paper. Like what I say, Ben Cho is a nice tutor. Actually I thought that I would flunk all along for FM. Well Ben is a nice guy afterall...haha.
Handed in ECM report and time wasting till time for ITP talk. Went for the talk and damn man...the ITP sound scary to mi!!! Argh!!! now I don't wanna go for ITP. It seems very scary to mi.
After the talk Jun Biao suggested eating 臭豆腐 and surely I had no problem with that idea...since it was only a few minutes walk back home only...haha. But knowing that Paya Lebar to Admirity is far far away, I suggested he ask for company and here came Kian Hui and Co.
Off we are to Geylang for the 臭豆腐!!! Well 臭豆腐 is nice just that it's bad that not all know to appreciate it as it stinks like hell to some...haha. And we actually spend 20 over dollars on that...tsk tsk.
After that they explored SingPost and went for Ice-Cream at Mr Bean. Bean again...haha. Well we are eating healthy ma...bean bean and bean. They went home after that and I am sure that the ride back home would be lonely if one is going alone...been there and done that...haha.
The journey is sure long I say. I went home after that and here I am after a tiny winnie nap. Well sleeping soon again. Nitez all...=)
Beautiful...=)
Charming...=)
One fine day...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/15/2007 01:35:00 AM
11/15/2007 01:35:00 AM
Friendster hates mi...=(
Never Mind...tml we shall see how it is again...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/13/2007 12:13:00 AM
11/13/2007 12:13:00 AM
Jens Lehmann to be offloaded in January? Good news that is...=)
Erratic keeper he is and No.1 keeper he ain't.
But who to replace him? Bad news that is...=(
Almunia? Lousy keeper he is. Fabianski? Bad comment I heard.
Hmm shopping in January...=)
Petr Cech, Buffon, Frey, Scott Carson, Ben Foster, Craig Gordan...at least they sound like they have safer hand!!!
Wenger goes shopping in January...=)
Maybe Lionel Lewis will be a better choice too...haha. He's good...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/12/2007 11:57:00 PM
11/12/2007 11:57:00 PM
See how sweet Mark Lee wife is treating him.
http://markncat.blogspot.com
She defended him, spoke up for him and be there for him when he is being criticize. She is the woman behind a successful man back.
Such a sweet couple. She love him, He love her. How envious is that...haha.
From the blog, it seems like they are having a very happy time together. Sweet Sweet Love...=)
And who say a not-so-good looking guy can't have a pretty wife? The "Beauty and the Beast" story ended up in a "happily ever after" ending right.
It is not about the look that matter. It is the LOVE that matter all is about. If you love someone, you won't be mindful about the look of him/her.
But seriously, I like Mark Lee hosting style...lol. He is funny I should say and he is a good host and I would like him to win in Home Decor ya. He has his style and ppl may like it or hate it. Personal perference and no right or wrong afterall.
Well I am sure envious of Mark Lee and his wife though...haha.
Goodnitez...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/11/2007 02:56:00 AM
11/11/2007 02:56:00 AM
Yeah...MST offically ended yesterday. ECM was easy I should say...50 MCQS haha. But I shouldn't go to GEMS after that sia. All the attendance was taken even though u are not there because of the MST week.
But luckily I went to my GEMS haha. Why? No comment. Just that luckily I went to my GEMS. There must be a reason for it ya =). Before and After. Again Again!!!
After GEMS acc Jun Biao home to Admirity since I have nothing to do while waiting for "Class-Outing" to start at 7pm. Well now I know that it is a long journey to home taking train from dover to jurong east to city hall to paya lebar. I already know that Admirity to Paya Lebar is far but this top it up man...lol.
Home > Bath > Rest > Somerset > Class-Outing
Well it is sort of a "Half Class-Outing" though. 9 ppl came only...haha. At least it is better than 3 ppl when during Sentosa when I wasnt there rite!!! Ok the next time will be better. Maybe the whole class will appear the next time round a class-outing occur. NYDC!!!
After that some pool, some sing and home for all after that.
But luckily I went to my GEMS haha. Why? No comment. Just that luckily I went to my GEMS. There must be a reason for it ya =). Before and After. Again Again!!!
After GEMS acc Jun Biao home to Admirity since I have nothing to do while waiting for "Class-Outing" to start at 7pm. Well now I know that it is a long journey to home taking train from dover to jurong east to city hall to paya lebar. I already know that Admirity to Paya Lebar is far but this top it up man...lol.
Home > Bath > Rest > Somerset > Class-Outing
Well it is sort of a "Half Class-Outing" though. 9 ppl came only...haha. At least it is better than 3 ppl when during Sentosa when I wasnt there rite!!! Ok the next time will be better. Maybe the whole class will appear the next time round a class-outing occur. NYDC!!!
After that some pool, some sing and home for all after that.
Not Once
Not Twice
But Thrice
haha...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/10/2007 01:45:00 AM
11/10/2007 01:45:00 AM
PSCM was easy. Just that I didn't memorise the various heading of the different topics. And oh...thats was the difference maker in my marks...lol.
MCQ Qns, True/False Qns and Short Ans Qns. Easy eh? Just need to memorise heading to fill in the blanks can pass le...haha.
Too bad I didn't memorise all the heading if not...well u noe a few marks diff.
Maube next time I should concentrate on the heading and not content. Hmm ...not a bad idea ya...lol.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/07/2007 11:32:00 PM
11/07/2007 11:32:00 PM
My poor doggy has a hole in the back!!! Poor thing. The stuffing inside is spilling out. Well never mind cause I am here...haha. I manage to stitch the hole back u see...haha. I must say that the stitch-job of my is quite good considering the fact that it was done by a boy u see. But the always the scar that is left behind though...=(
And BLAW is actually quite manageable...haha. It is easier than what I assume it would be though I didn't know what the hell the Small Claims Tribunal is all about. I suppose I wun die for this CA ya.
But PSCM is making mi depress. I don't understand anything about it and the crappy textbook is full of typo mistakes. Damn...I can sue the publisher if I fail the paper ya...for making mi misunderstand the content through the typo mistakes.
Well tml is the day. Reckon that PSCM wont be as kind as BLAW is to mi today.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/07/2007 12:49:00 AM
11/07/2007 12:49:00 AM
Splendid...I just murdered my FM paper just now. Fuck the paper.
Well it is not the paper fault actually. I was too gan jiong and stress up at that moment to be clear-minded enough to do my paper and to think of the steps to do the paper.
Well Ben Cho was kind enough to walk around to spot mistakes that the students made. However, the moment he walk around and spot a mistake in my paper, I started to stress up. I cock-up even more the second time he spot a mistakes. Thats when I start the process of murdering my paper.
It is not Ben Cho fault...he is a nice tutor and he actually wanted to help us. But he ended up making mi more stress when he make the mistakes and I made more mistakes. I forgotten that I needed to add up all the money needed at the end to calculate the PV!!!
I already have no motivation to study for my paper already and now FM paper demoralise mi even more. Damn.
Maybe it is my fault. I was not stable enough not to stress up when a mistake is made.
I should stop drawing time-line for FM. I should start finding a dark spot and draw circles for my FM paper instead of time-line.
Ben Cho must be disappointed...well I am too.
I murdered my first paper of the MST week and I hope that I don't do so for the others!!!
Splendid!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/05/2007 07:39:00 PM
11/05/2007 07:39:00 PM
Seems like I am committing career sucide by starting on FM and HRM revision only on the day before the test which is today...=(
Well never mind...u cant force someone to study when he has no motivation to start on it ya...=)
And since nobody volunteer to bomb the school before the test so that I dun needa take the test during MST, I will have to go to school and flash my teeth to the lecturer and hope that she show some benevolence towards the showstopper. If not the show will really stop for the showstopper ya?
It's ok...at most I would have to find another dark spot to draw circles again...haha.
Seat Back, Relax, Kopi-O
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/05/2007 12:12:00 AM
11/05/2007 12:12:00 AM
Seems like I am committing career sucide by starting on FM and HRM revision only on the day before the test which is today...=(
Well never mind...u cant force someone to study when he has no motivation to start on it ya...=)
And since nobody volunteer to bomb the school before the test so that I dun needa take the test during MST, I will have to go to school and flash my teeth to the lecturer and hope that she show some benevolence towards the showstopper. If not the show will really stop for the showstopper ya?
It's ok...at most I would have to find another dark spot to draw circles again...haha.
Seat Back, Relax, Kopi-O
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/05/2007 12:12:00 AM
11/05/2007 12:12:00 AM
Damn. Arsenal Drew with Man U. I was there watching the match and I damn sure can say that Arsenal deserve to win the match. Arsenal attack well and defended well. Maybe they play 4-5-1 with a lone striker tats why. They have no one to finish the attack. They should play the classic 4-4-2. That will win the match.
Almunia was at fault too. Arsenal deserve better keeper than Almunia and Lehmann. They cost Arsenal matches. Fabianski? Haven seen him play though.
The battle of The Red Angels and The Red Devils ended up in a draw!!!
Walking down the dark streets seems lonely and the stars that shines in the dark doesn't shine for mi. Well I should go and find one dark corner and start drawing circles there.
Anyway saw Marcus, Eric and their friend at SingPost SingPool just now. What a coincidence. Marcus commented I put on weight again. Even the SingPool auntie say that too. Sad case there. Put mi in a coma people. A 20 days coma would be nice.
And which part of mi dun look Singaporean. One SingPool auntie say I look Malaysian and the other say I look like a Cheena guy. Sad case here.
And I bump into Chun Xian at SingPool headquarter when I was watching the match with Sulaiman. Jun Biao told mi he was there with his friend and I saw him...haha. I said that I bump into the wrong person yesterday and today I bump into the wrong person again...haha. When u "accidentally" bump into someone, you would want to bump into the "destine" one. Too bad all these while I failed to do so...lol.
Come on people lets emo together!!! Arsenal draw the match and I lost money. Well I suppose it is more about Arsenal not winning the match then the money lost. I believe in Arsenal more than I do in myself. Thats why.
Time to find a dark corner and draw circles!!! Small Circles, Big Circles, just Circles!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/04/2007 01:55:00 AM
11/04/2007 01:55:00 AM
Pain Pain Pain!!!
Why must it happen that way? Why must they ever pop up? What did I do? When must they leave a mark when they leave? Why can't they leave without leaving a mark?
And now so it is...injections, injections and more injections. Pain, Pain and more Pain!!! Injection and Pain sure do go hand in hand.
Well never mind.
Pain is Temporary but Kok Keong is Forever!!!
Anyway I saw Xiaoping in the morning today and Meiyun and Lay Yan in the afternoon. Why do I always bump into the wrong person...lol. When you "accidentally" bump into someone, you would want to bump into your destine one right? Seems like I will have to wait to bump into the destine one.
Anyway Meiyun theory won't work. She said that Man U beat Chelsea 2-0 and since Chelsea beat Arsenal 2-1 during the carling cup, Man U will win. But what she forgotten is that Arsenal use youngsters in that match and during the last time they two meet, Arsenal drew with Chelsea.
And if her theory would work, Italy would have beaten USA in the World Cup. Pre-World Cup: Italy win Germany 4-0 and Germany beat USA 4-0. If thats the case, Italy would beat USA at least 4-0 in the 2006 world cup. That didn't happen and they drew 1-1. So point proven...her theory won't work!!!
So that means Arsenal Football Club will beat Man U. The Red Angel will beat The Red Devil. The Gunners will gun down the devils. Arsenal will beat Man U!!!
Pain Pain Pain!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/03/2007 12:34:00 AM
11/03/2007 12:34:00 AM
Hmm...I slept my afternoon away today(actually yesterday). Well thats means my e-learning for SM and BLAW is still left untouch. Never mind there is still time. No need to worry when we only need it in a week time ya?
R~E~L~A~X
S~L~O~W~L~Y
Things will be fine. Seat back, Relax, Kopi-O.
And I still haven start on my MST revision which starts like say...next week. Well I still don't have the sense of urgency yet though. That always happen when I don't have any motivation to study. I should say it always happen.
Anyway saturday 3 Nov 2007. Clashes of the table toppers. The Red Angel vs The Red Devil. Arsenal Football Club VS Man U. Whatever that will happen, Arsenal will win.
Haha and I call Arsenal Football Club the Red Angel lol. Yup I call them the Red Angels. Angels who play beautiful football. Angels who entertain and beautify people heart with their free-flowing football. Angels who smooth people heart with their football.
Arsenal Football Club = The Red Angels. This Saturday, 3 Nov 2007, Arsenal Football Club will reign supreme and beat Man U!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/02/2007 12:55:00 AM
11/02/2007 12:55:00 AM
Went to school today(or rather yesterday) to start on our ECM reports. well well well...did I just say that we shouldn't play god? Yupz...yes I did so yesterday. Maybe I shouldn't be so concern that we didn't manage that the report wasn't complete by today ya? Maybe I should not be so concern...especially when there is still like say...two weeks left?
R~E~L~A~X
R~E~L~A~X
R~E~L~A~X
S~L~O~W~L~Y
S~L~O~W~L~Y
S~L~O~W~L~Y
Seat Back, Relax, Kopi-O
Haha...we have no need to rush ya? Do things slowly and things may be done better. Anyway I don't think that I have put on weight ya? Well it must be Marcus Tham illusion. He needs to get a new contact lens right Marcus? Yes, he do need to have a new contact. Maybe he didn't see me for too long already so thats why he must have seen wrongly.
Anyway the showstopper is back...haha. He's back!!!
By the way just a random questions!!!
Am I good at starting rumours or I am good at starting rumours? Haha I think that I am good at starting rumours. Well they will know. We ended up starting and spreading rumours half of the time when we are doing our ECM report haha.
Anyway...Seat Back, Relax, Kopi-O!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
11/01/2007 01:47:00 AM
11/01/2007 01:47:00 AM