happy birthday manjusri...just now went back to manjusri with meiling for the school anniversary...was suppose to meet her at the taxi stop outside sp at 4pm but due to the extended itab lesson,i was late...i was only out at about 4.25pm like tat and in the end even though chiong cab down still late and cannot make it to the hall the catch the starting and ended up having to watch the performance only...sorry meiling...well did not watch much of the performance though cause was busy catching up with my old friends...they did not change much but all was laminating about the stress level that come about with poly life...i noe the feeling too as poly life is not as rosy as people would first thought...it was full of projects and test and some of the lecture are hard to understand...singapore life style is too hetic man...back to the performance...even though i did not watch much of the performance,i can feel that there is a drop in the standard of the performance put up by the students...but kudos to the effort though...saw a few of my ex-teacher...they look the same but i did not went up to them to say hi or whatever...should have done that cause it is their teaching that make mi pass my 'O's that allow me into singapore poly business admin course and let me noe "them"...tink i am going back next year too cause i tink it is the last year that the school will be at sims drive cause i heard that it will be moving into the new premises next to maha bodhi primary school in 2008...tinking of visiting that too...anyway happy school anniversary...somehow feeling abit down at this moment...when people say that stars shine in the dark,it means that there is hope but i only saw a few pathetic stars just now and does that mean that there is no or little hope for me???there are a few better option around and i tink that they are way better than me and i tink theres no hope for mi le...maybe it is due to the low confidence that haunt me but really until i can get my confidence and courage up...what i can do nw is just to fantasize...at least thinking on the brighter side made me abit more happier...hais
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7/21/2006 11:49:00 PM
7/21/2006 11:49:00 PM