Bloody Hell...the new timetable make mi depress...damn it man...it just serve nothing more than make mi hate studying even more...adding forst in the snow is that my motivation to study is flown away long long ago long ago.
The timing of the new timetable makes it even harder to "coincidentally" bump into someone...the one!!!
Arghhhhhhhh!!! I think that I seriously make a wrong choice in choosing Business Admin as the course of study. Studying Business seriously doesn't suits mi and it sure ain't the course that I would love to study in my three precious years in the poly. Well at least the first year of study was abit more fun...fun in the sense...well not fun in studying but in the sense that the little bit of motivation was there...the atmosphere...the one.
Even though I said that one day I hope to open a shop of my own, it sure ain't worth the whole three years studying Business Admin when I ain't even sure of whether the shop will be open...certainly to be successful in opening a shop and doing business doesn't depend on textbook knowledge and (what I perceive to be an failed attempt) the school attempt in creating a environment that is similar to real working life or us to learn.
I made a wrong choice one and a half years ago in choosing Business Admin as the course of study in Poly and now I am not sure whether I made the right choice half a year ago in not making a change of course...prehaps changing to a course that I like...a course that would give mi the motivation to go to school, the motivation to study and a course that would make mi happy in.
But one thing that I didn't make the wrong choice is making the friends that I know when I was in year one...they are fun...well I miss the times in year one especially...well I noe. Well the peeps in year two are nice but seriously speaking, the classmates now are not as close as the classmate are in when we are in year one...naturally of course when they are essientially two batch of diff ppl.
Well hope that I can survive HELL for the rest of poly life...the aspect of studying I mean. If I can't, well then...KILL MI PEOPLE, KILL MI!!!
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9/15/2007 02:35:00 AM
9/15/2007 02:35:00 AM