Finally I completed my SM report offically. No pictures, not much content, crappy report...whatever. I hate report. Report hates mi and I hate them as much as they do. Hope that I can do well though...considering the fact that none of use had taken any idiotic pictures to pump the pages or beautify it, maybe it's hard to do well...add to the fact that not much on-site research was really done...except for shopping there though.
So now should I murder the SM lecturer or should I murder myself!!! Wait!!! No!!! The report is completed so what for? So what is the next report due? Now thats the real qns. Should I murder the next module report lecturer or should I just murder myself to avoid doing it. Or the real question should be: What am I even doing in school in the first place? I dun like studying, Business Admin is not what I like to study and it sure ain't the module that will make one queue up like they do at donut factory.
Anyway habits really do die hard. I know that I will definately need to go to the toilet if I were to purchase a drink before entering the cinema for the movie. If I didn't buy then I wont need to go. But still I did and I ended up holding my bladder for the best part of the 105 minutes of the movie.
Lousy atmosphere in the movies with Ah Pehs filling the cinema up instead of youthful chaps...makes the whole day down. Speaking of change, I think I need to change. My habit aside, my personality as well. No confidence in myself, Do not dare to do the thing that I really wanted to do, No courage to make my real feeling known...well is it time for a change now eh. But change is hard...thats why a leopard never change its spot...because it's hard.
I think I really need to change...before I really regret in the future. But how? I dunoe. I still have no answer. I still dunoe what am I going to do. I need an answer and I need a indication as to what I should be doing.
Nice song...part of lyrics are what I really feel. Part of it though...not all. Play it in a stand-alone player if you want.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
10/25/2007 12:41:00 AM
10/25/2007 12:41:00 AM