Rain rain rain...I love the rain, the rain loves mi, we are one big family...ahaha.
Finally it rained...cooling it was and pleasing it is. Quite a big one as a matter of fact but it was sure a nice one.
But still fantasy remains as fantasy and the reality still look as bleak as it seems like it was since long long ago. The big one has been playing merry-go-round since day one and it is still the case as it was now. Too bad the game of merry-go-round have never been won by mi and I sure don't know when will the day ever come...the day when the big one is finally won by mi.
Until the day, fantasy can still only remain as fantasy...even if the big one came calling, it might still be hard for fantasy to "upgrade" itself to being a dream. There is a fine line of difference between fantasy and dream of course. Fantasy will never happen in reality whereas dreams will become reality so long as the passion is there and effort is put in.
Too bad...fantasy is a big boo-hoo in this realistic world where accomplishment is the only piece of evidence that one have to acknowledge their presence in this world.
Well...reality seems bleak at the very moment and the future sure looks full of uncertainty too. Being unplanned make the future more uncertainty especially when graduation looms around the corner in about one and a half year. Questions will be ask as to what I have accomplish in the threes years in the polytechnic but at the moment, the progress card doesn't seems quite the one that I had in my fantasy.
Girlfriend: No
Fantastic Grade: No
Passion for Studying: No
Plan for Post-Graduation: None
It sure ain't a nice progress report for the moment though. Fear is the word to be use...especially the only plan that I had made for my future is based on the fantasy that I always had on my mind...the fantasy that might never even progress to being a dream let alone to be fufill in reality.
If only one could live in their world of fantasy then how nice would it be...everybody would be happy as they can be who they want to be and what they want to be. Not to mention being together with the other half that they really want to be with.
Well...it seems to mi like I always like to fantasize into being into the world that I wanted it to be.
Reality check: Fantasy Bubble Bust!!!
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10/09/2007 01:11:00 AM
10/09/2007 01:11:00 AM