Why do people like to think so much? I tend to think too much about things and somehow one way or another, I tend to misinterpret what was actually meant when some things are being relayed to mi.
I thinked too much in the past. I misinterpret the message that was told in the past. It led mi to nothing except much anguish. It led mi to a cloud of uncertainty. I was confuse by the misinterpretation and by reality. When reality hits and I realise that I misinterpret the situation, it can be heartbreaking.
Over the past few weeks I think too much again. Are they droping hints or are they just jokeing around when they said those things. I don't know. I hope they were hints. But I fear. Fear that I misinterpret the intended message again. Fear that it was just a joke by them. Fear that it is only a one-sided thinking.
Now I think again. Is that the intended message that was given to mi. Did it end up in this way because I didn't take the message seriously? But is the message really a hint that I was looking for, or is it just another misinterpretation of my.
Thinking too much is not a good thing. It leads to a misinterpretation of the situation that you are really in. But if I choose not to think so much, I might really miss out on the message that was being conveyed to mi.
I fear. I fear the misinterpretation that often led mi to anguish. But what can I do? Do I continue to wait for a clearer hint or do I proceed on with what I intended to do. What should I do now?
I am confuse!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
10/28/2007 02:23:00 AM
10/28/2007 02:23:00 AM