Splendid...I just murdered my FM paper just now. Fuck the paper.
Well it is not the paper fault actually. I was too gan jiong and stress up at that moment to be clear-minded enough to do my paper and to think of the steps to do the paper.
Well Ben Cho was kind enough to walk around to spot mistakes that the students made. However, the moment he walk around and spot a mistake in my paper, I started to stress up. I cock-up even more the second time he spot a mistakes. Thats when I start the process of murdering my paper.
It is not Ben Cho fault...he is a nice tutor and he actually wanted to help us. But he ended up making mi more stress when he make the mistakes and I made more mistakes. I forgotten that I needed to add up all the money needed at the end to calculate the PV!!!
I already have no motivation to study for my paper already and now FM paper demoralise mi even more. Damn.
Maybe it is my fault. I was not stable enough not to stress up when a mistake is made.
I should stop drawing time-line for FM. I should start finding a dark spot and draw circles for my FM paper instead of time-line.
Ben Cho must be disappointed...well I am too.
I murdered my first paper of the MST week and I hope that I don't do so for the others!!!
Splendid!!!
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11/05/2007 07:39:00 PM
11/05/2007 07:39:00 PM