Hello all...haha.
First things first...Happy 19th Birthday to mi...lol.
Maybe this year I should do something different. Maybe I shouldn't make a Birthday wish this year. All previous Birthday I have made Birthday wishes but almost all of them didn't come true for the previous year.
Hmm...maybe Birthday wishes is just to make the Birthday boy/girl feel happy and have a hope that what they wish will come true during their special day. Well maybe thats the main aim for Birthday Wishes.
Well I made alot of Birthday Wishes for myself last year but most didn't come true so maybe not making them this year might be better. At least if they didn't come true I can still say that "Oh...because I didn't make a wish ma so didn't come true lor..." haha.
Maybe I should stop complaining haha. Hope that later will be fun...at least let mi be happy the whole day...at least during this special day ok?
Hope that this year will be better than the previous one...=)
Goodnitez to all...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/31/2007 12:00:00 AM
12/31/2007 12:00:00 AM
Another footballer died.
People come and people go. Sometimes it's so sudden that nobody would ever expect it. Sometimes a hint is given.
You would never know when would someone die. Someone that you care for, someone that you love and someone that you treasure.
Youtube for videos of footballer that died while playing football. It's so sudden. They died while doing what they love. But they didnt give any hint, one moment they are still running about, the other moment, they died.
I know it is the wrong possible timing to look at all these video, especially when it is the festive season, but sometimes you just watch it without thinking too much.
It's saddening to see young players with bright future die on the pitch. It's saddening to know that they leave behind their poor family to mourn for them, alone without the one that they love so dearly. Especially Antonio Peurta. His girlfriend was pregnant at that time.
So people, do treasure your life. You would never know someone you love will go.
And to prevent any regrets in your life, maybe one should do whatever they want to do. "Just Do It" is the motto. Don't leave any regrets behind if you were to leave suddenly.
However doing what one want to do is not as easy as it sounds. Sometimes what people lack is courage, confidence and a fear of failure. I know that I have plenty that I wanted to do but I also know that I have a clear lack of courage, confidence and have a fear of failure.
NATO!!! No Action Talk Only. Maybe I should go and reflect on myself since the end of the year is coming. I know I need to change but you should know that it's hard.
Reflection on the state of a confuse mind!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/30/2007 02:30:00 PM
12/30/2007 02:30:00 PM
I hate you!!!
Don't come and find mi...I am not your friend.
Go and find someone who would want to be your best friend.
And DON'T come and find mi during the wrong and worst possible timing!!!
Sickening Idiot!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/30/2007 12:19:00 AM
12/30/2007 12:19:00 AM
Well this is his Hong Kong concert. Hope that I will have the chance to go to the one in Singapore. Well hope so. I like these two song...=)
Prehaps I like the lyrics thats why I like the song...well I really dunoe. Maybe Maybe Maybe!!!
Since Santa don't like mi I will have to do it myself!!! Try I will but hopeful I am not.
Prehaps Santa likes mi just that he haven't show his magic? I really dunoe. Anyway I don't think Santa like mi...so maybe I should just try myself.
Yup...maybe that should be the case...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/27/2007 11:17:00 PM
12/27/2007 11:17:00 PM
Merry Christmas to all of you.
Have fun celebrating and spreading the fun to the people around you during this special day...=)
Oh...before I forget...receive more presents from your friend ya...=)
Well Merry Christmas to all of you again...=)
And one last thing...Cheers...=)
To Santa: Can you please grant mi my wish and give mi what I want...please!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/25/2007 12:00:00 AM
12/25/2007 12:00:00 AM
Letter to Santa Claus:
Dear Santa:
I know that I am not a very good boy for this whole year and that I have done something bad. I also know that I shouldn't have done something that might make someone feel sad. I also know that prehaps I should have done a little bit more. Prehaps very much more. I know that I haven't been putting in the effort that I should have been putting in.
I know that it is my fault since the start for not doing what I should have done. I know that it is wrong for mi. I am sorry. I apologise for that. I hope that it is not too late for mi to do anything to change the situation around.
So dear Santa, I hope that you can grant mi my christmas wishes this year and give mi what I want. I know that I am not a good boy this year but I promise that I will try to be a good boyboy for the rest of the next year so long as you grant mi what I wish for.
Please Santa...I promise that I would try to be a good boy so long as you grant mi my wish.
Hope to hear from you soon Santa.
Thank You...=)
Sincerely,
Kok Keong
Anyway Happy Christmas Eve to all and Happy 19th Birthday to Banana Ng...haha. Okok Happy 19th Birthday Eric Ng...haha.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/24/2007 12:50:00 AM
12/24/2007 12:50:00 AM
I wanna go to his concert!!! He isn't the 情歌王子for nothing I should say.
Too bad his concert is held during the ITP period which means that there is the probability that I would be working on that day...saded. I don't mind playing $60 plus to watch his concert man. Hmm maybe the $100 plus one is also ok.
Too bad for ITP. And there is no one to go with mi too at the moment. I won't wanna be a lightbulb for Denis eh.
Hope that I can find someone to go with mi and I don't have to have ITP on that day...=)
Well hope so.
And I like this song very much...haha. This song is nice. I like the lyrics too haha. And he has the orchestra playing the background music for him.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/24/2007 12:46:00 AM
12/24/2007 12:46:00 AM
Zoo-Out today!!!
Haha had fun during the trip to the zoo. Well 9 ppl went and it is the same number but different set of ppl who went to the one in NYDC. Out went 4 In came another 4 =). First outing 3, Second outing 9, and the Third outing 9. Wonder hw many for the next one...haha.
Zoo-Out was fun...MORE MORE MORE!!!
We went to see the animals, eat and have fun and joy there...=) The guys actually went to play Bubble Ball or whatever tat was call. Haha we are still young at heart. What is disgraceful is that I actually pull my hand muscles while I throw the ball...haha. Luckily no one noes...shhhhh...lol. Painful it is but fun it was.
Anyway I like this class outing...=)
Anyway like I said before, simplicity is beauty!!! Still as beautiful as before. Never change one single bit at all...=)
Still as beautiful as before to mi...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/20/2007 12:16:00 AM
12/20/2007 12:16:00 AM
The eye tells a thousand story.
The eye expose the truth.
The eye reveal the inner thought.
The truth lies in the eye.
When evasion of eye contact occur,
It tells a story...
a story of desire.
It expose the truth...
the truth of fear.
It reveal the truth...
the truth of fondness.
The truth lies in the eye...
the truth of who do you really like!!!
The eye tells a story...but to who?
The truth lies in the eye!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/15/2007 12:10:00 AM
12/15/2007 12:10:00 AM
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/14/2007 10:16:00 PM
12/14/2007 10:16:00 PM
K-boxed with Jun Biao and Chang Lang just now at Clementi.
Hmm...it was embarassing for three guys to register at the counter. At least for mi...haha. Sounds quite gay sia three guys going K-box to sing.
Hope tat counter girl don't remember mi!!! If not my third visit to Clementi K-box will be another pai seh encounter with the counter girl again. Anyway I dun think she will remember...if not I will have no where to hide already haha.
Anyway the adv of singing in front of all guys is that there is no need to be afraid of being embarassed. So what if your singing is lousy? There are no girls around thus you wont be embarassing urself infront of them.
Singing lousy in front of guys is much less embarassing than singing lousy in front of girls. Imagine if the girl that you like is one of those in K-box singing and you lousy singing start to make you look like a fool. Points will be deducted by the girl u see...haha.
Thats why I don't like to sing infront of girls. Cause I dun wanna embarass myself!!!
Ok maybe the third visit to Clementi K-box will be much more better. Third time luck might work during the third time visit.
At least not embarassing myself would be sufficient.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/08/2007 01:23:00 AM
12/08/2007 01:23:00 AM
Rained
Drenched
Wet
Cold
Shiver
Beautiful...so near yet so far.
Once a chance is gone, it might never be back again.
Still beautiful no matter what.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/06/2007 12:11:00 AM
12/06/2007 12:11:00 AM
Sometimes...
you feel that nobody understand you,
nobody in this world cares about you,
your existance would not create a difference to anyone,
the feeling of loneliness slowly crept into you.
Somehow...
you want to be alone,
stay alone in your own house,
with no one bothering you,
cause no one would even bother,
and no one will care.
I wanted to...
have a house of my own,
staying with only mi, I and myself,
with no one to nag at mi,
as nagging became a source of fustration.
I am not...
a slient meh meh,
I have tons of things to say,
to get of my chest,
but,
who will listen?
who can I talk to?
and do I have the courage to get things off my chest?
One fine day...
when I have the money,
I will want to move out,
to stay with only mi, I and myself,
cause nobody understand.
I am not...
a slient meh meh!!!
but who know about that?
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
12/01/2007 01:16:00 PM
12/01/2007 01:16:00 PM