Damn it...
IAF is screwing away my life.
I know rubbish about iaf.
The notes look like rubbish to mi too.
All are so alien to mi.
Hmm...its ok. I guess I would have to go and find a Buddha leg to hug tml haha.
Well I can also make do with hugging a God leg too lol.
Maybe hugging Ben Cho leg might do the trick hahahahaha.
Pui Pui Pui...no no no way. I am not a gay. I am straight!!!
Well I shall go and analyze the alienated words in the notes then haha.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/27/2008 11:19:00 PM
7/27/2008 11:19:00 PM
Yeah Yeah...I love shopping.
Meet up with Ho Seak, Tiong Loong and Ah Yang at Plaza Singapura first to shop haha. I must have love town lots...went there yesterday and we are there again today.
Tried on the berms at Springfield but too big...dun have my size...=(
Ended up at Carrefour liquor section again haha. Seak finally got his Vodka for $64 and Tiong Loong succeed in getting us to get Choya Choya...another version of plum wine.
This time I smart...bring home and drink if not I will get high for no reason in the middle of the shopping centre and start swaying around haha. High High into the Sky...=)
Next stop at VivoCity...I must have love the place much too. Thurs I was there and here I am again today haha.
Topman. Tried the jeans but dun have my size again...cries. Walk here and there...Topman, Pull and Bears, Addidas, New Urban Male, G2000, Ripcurl and tis and tat.
Wow...the shirts are ex man if not I would have loads of shopping bag to carry home today.
Money Money where are you.
I saw a few clothes I like man and I seriously tried on a few jeans today and I was home empty-handed. Well except for the Choya Choya.
Hmm I seriously need money...money money please drop from the sky!!!
Gap Shirt at $69
Espirt Shirt at $69.9
Nokia Handphone at dunoe how much
Camera at dunoe how much too
Levis Jeans $100 plus
PSP at $300 plus
Topman jeans at $59...this down to no size rather
Money for.......
Travelling Expenses if I were to get my passport
And Money for.......again
And much much more.
I NEED MONEY!!!
After tat all of them went home. Seeing tat the time is still early, I decided to go to the third story of Vivo.
I love the place there. I enjoy the scenary there...nice cloud, nice view of the cable car, nice atmosphere. It is so peaceful there...except tat too many ppl there.
I love the wind over there. Very windy, very nice feeling when the wind blow pass u. Very smoothing, very comfortable.
Feel the Wind, Whisper in the Wind, Hear the Wind.
Oh, I saw the RSAF air force over there too...prasticing for NDP...=)
I love the third floor of Vivocity...good for couples haha...although I was there alone.
Stand for 1 hr plus and actually I dun wanna leave yet...too bad I gt gems meeting at MSN which ended up with the conclusion tat Wed meet in school talk -.-
If nt I might be at Ah Yang house nw.
Ok gtg do my things...cya.
Heart felt pain then and there...only one reason. The special reason...
Ok I am off.
Feel the Wind, Whisper in the Wind, Hear the Wind.
And say.......
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/26/2008 11:01:00 PM
7/26/2008 11:01:00 PM
Drink, Drank, Drunk...haha.
Someones birthday...go eat at Taka. The Plum Sakae Rock sounds tempting...tried it. Nice but expensive. Wine is nice haha.
After tat walk walk walk then go arcade. Hmm tat arcade seems not to have the games I like hahaha.
Then they wanna go off...its still early man...8 plus is certainly abit the early.
Left mi, Ho Seak and Tiong Loong. Went Carrefour buy drinks. Wanted to find my Sakae Rock but no no...they dun have.
Got a replacement haha. Plum wine also but tasted different. Taste like barcardi to mi...or maybe XO ahaha.
Then walk walk and got a shirt...$14.50. Sales Sales Sales.
Then they wanted home when it is still early...=(
Haha...cant find the Jack Daniel tat Ho Seak recommended so ended up with Vodka.
Walk Walk Walk and I am home hahaha.
I am alert...no worries. I am not drunk...or maybe I am? No, I am not. Hahaha. I am alert.
If not u wun see this entry ya? Hahaha.
Ok I am gone...miss mi when I am gone.
How I wish that the world can be a better place to live in.
How I wish that the world can be a place where there is nothing for mi to be vex with.
How I wish the world can be a place where I can be happy all day long.
No quarrels, no fight, only love...
I certainly miss so much...I miss I miss I miss.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/26/2008 12:16:00 AM
7/26/2008 12:16:00 AM
Told mi stories after stories.
But I see, hear, feel differently.
A mess-up childhood means a mess-up mind now.
Staying calm is impt to clear the head.
A six-pack doesn't bring a six-pack,
but a united allies of the eight countries.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/24/2008 01:10:00 AM
7/24/2008 01:10:00 AM
Still as beautiful...=)
Very Beautiful to be exact...=)
Well I am still tired...road to 100% recovery is still going on.
At least I can go out now...schools is fun not because of lessons and tutorials but because of friends and.......
Slowly but surely I hope...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/22/2008 11:45:00 PM
7/22/2008 11:45:00 PM
Yeah Yeah...
I am on the road to being Mi, I, Myself again...
Soon, Soon, Soon...
Hmm...the only reason that I wish to be back fast...
Tuesday...I am coming...=p
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/20/2008 12:51:00 AM
7/20/2008 12:51:00 AM
I can stare at the MSN window for dunoe how long
I can smile at it while staring at it
I know maybe that is only what I am thinking and not what the reality actually is
But
At least I am smiling at that point of time...=)
At least beautifying the situation make mi smile then and there...=)
Even though in the end, I know it might just be only what I am thinking only...
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/19/2008 02:08:00 AM
7/19/2008 02:08:00 AM
What must I only get chicken pox now and only now. Why can't I get it when I was younger. Or even when I am in the army. At least tat would be a better timing than nw...=(
At least the suffering would be very much less...=(
I said before that I need a break, I need a holiday. But not this kinda of holiday.
What kind of holiday is a holiday when all I can do is spend my time sleeping unwillingly.
What kind of holiday is a holiday when I can only spend my time at home and not out having fun.
What kind of holiday is it when I can't eat anything but only this and that.
What kind of rubbish is this?
I rather go back to school and listen to lecturers talking rubbish. At least I still got friends around to have fun and talk to.
I rather be healthy and be complaining about doing report and not having the time to do report but feeling pain and the itche.
I said before that I am tired. But does having this break make mi any better?
NO!!!
What a pathetic life.
I am even more tired now...=(
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/13/2008 09:50:00 PM
7/13/2008 09:50:00 PM
Tiredness of the brain leads to the fatigue of the physical body.
Fatigue of the physical body makes the physical action awkward. Prone of being unbalance and short attention life span.
I need a break.
I need my holiday again.
I wanna go abroad...even if it is just malaysia...just to relieve my brain.
I need my passport even more...how do I get it?
No passport = No trip.
I am tired.
I really dun wanna stop my dumbbell session cause I am tired.
The motivation that kickstart the session is also the motivation that allow mi to continue till this day.
I dun wan to dui bu qi my motivation...=(
It is not that I dun wanna complete my report. It is my brain that is not in the right state of mind right now. Procrastination for so long is so nt mi. 3 days and still on a page.
Have mercy on the soul!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/11/2008 02:08:00 AM
7/11/2008 02:08:00 AM
Went to downtown east with hoseak, junbiao they all for the dunoe wat event organise by NEBO.
Supposingly they say it was to support their classmate for the modelling thingy. However I think that it look more like a execuse for a gathering for the guys to find a place to hang out on a Sat haha.
Reach downtown east and subway for dinner. Subway is nice but the portion certainly is questionable. 6 inches is not enough to eat whereas 1 foot is too much to eat. End up mi, hoseak and tiongloong ate the foot long one and ended up too full haha.
A subway a day keeps the doctor away. Veggie in the house yeah yeah.
Sianzational time next. The event was BORING!!! Waste my 7 dollars...opps.
Tried to explore the "Red House" next but I think all of us know better than to really "explore" that.
Some things you would rather believe in it than go against it and regret that later.
If reality can be an implant of your fantasy, how nice it would be then. Everything can be perfect and go according to your plan and how nice life would be then.
I shall be back to reality soon...I love to dream too much. Fantasizing too much is not too good in the reality world...=(
Sometimes, when you wanna do things, just do it and not procrastinate. You might live to regret it.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/06/2008 01:59:00 AM
7/06/2008 01:59:00 AM
Ever wonder why is there a 1 hour lecture in your friday when the school could just place it on other days and leave the friday free? Well simple...to allow you to meet up with friends to decide activities for the day. Maybe just to take a look....... is another reason. Fill up the blanks yourself again haha.
But the waiting time before the activities start is not nice. Mi, Ho Seak, Jun Biao and Zi Gui certainly have a boring time waiting. Finally decided to go AMK hub walk after my lunch and wait for time instead of stoning at school. ZG went off first.
Finally its time and off we were to Jurong East Singapore Pools. Haha lame...we could just do it at Boon Lay. Met up with the uni student ah yang and off we were to Jurong Point for dinner.
Wonder is it just a miscalculation of timing or just things dun go our way during then. Late and no bus so taxi is the best option haha.
Just nice reach there and the scoreline between Woodlands Wellington and Tobacco FC is comforting haha.
Ended up the full-time score was comforting too haha. It was a tiring day to say the least.
At AMK hub ZiGui ask mi a question: "How come you can walk around alone at the shopping centre alone without feeling sianz or weird?" I certainly dun know how to answer his question...it is just...I dunoe how to answer seriously.
Sometimes it is better doing things alone with no one to disturb although there will be times when you will need companion and not be alone.
I wanna be lonely no more!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
7/05/2008 12:58:00 AM
7/05/2008 12:58:00 AM