did I mention that they are planning a trip to langkawi? well I suppose not.
I really wanna go overseas but as usual I need my passport. and of course approval. and the bling bling too. and also the "what-if" issue again.
damn...I really wanna go out of Singapore. a simple trip across the straits and here I am lacking this and that. omg omg omg.
get my a passport and all else can be solve at a later date!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/29/2008 02:37:00 AM
8/29/2008 02:37:00 AM
Yeah Yeah...rts paper over, exams over!!! She is an idiot after all. 10m, 8m, 20m, 5m and it is easily gone.
Exam over means holiday~~~
But...
I dun know what to do during holidays =(
Tidy room? Part-time job? Overseas? Stay home rot? Exercise? Others?
During schooling period want holiday then holiday come dunoe what to do. Wanna find part-time but scared of the "what-if I got something on" issue. What a failure.
Anyway IT show was pack and I suppose lots of ppl is taking MC today judging by the amt of ppl on a working day. Went twice with two diff grp of ppl on a single day.
I need a external harddrive...haiz. Oh Kenny Roger lunch with HoSeak they all. First time trying.
And oh...billy bomber yesterday with class...=) Balcony next with them. First time too...=)
Why can't.......tsk tsk.
Oh well...serious planning needed soon.
If only I have the.......
If only I had.......
If only I dare.......
If only.......
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/29/2008 02:02:00 AM
8/29/2008 02:02:00 AM
I am dead for rm...again. 2pm paper and here I am at 2am when I supposingly only read through twice of my notes.
Oh...wed is rts paper. I guess tat paper gone case too. I suppose she dun like mi too so I guess my pm dead too.
And of course my belove gbe paper is do-able but as usual, do-able paper is a bad experience for mi. I knew tat long long ago.
Damn...why can't I just study early? Ok lets review the days...wed after gbe needa rest. Thurs need to "recover" from studying. Fri and Sat? Waiting for rain to stop and go to Marina Bay to watch fireworks...Boom Boom Boom!!! And Sunday? Well it had rained so it is too good a day to sleep so...well I started only at 10pm plus.
Oh Oh...and I saw David Beckham at the oylmpics closing ceremony haha. Why is he there only to kick a ball? An sporting icon should do more eh like say...ok I dunoe. London 2012 here I come lol.
And Li Jia Wei didn't win a medal after all. I was watching at Suntec the 3rd placing match and sadly she lost.
2-0 China: Die le la
2-2 Draw: Hehe still got chance
4-2 China: Cries
And I was eating my claypot rice while watching...distracted meal took long long time to finish. And I specially get desert to watch her comeback which of course didn't happen. Wow...I ate tat too during Sat. I need a life.
Bye oylmpics and hello EPL!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/25/2008 02:24:00 AM
8/25/2008 02:24:00 AM
Singapore fireworks festival at Marina Bay.
Very beautiful fireworks on display on the 22 and 23 of august. Team France and team Korea.
Boom Boom Boom Boom Boom and $1.5 million gone haha. But it is very beautiful...=)
Life is like a firework. It is not how long it last but how it is being use to brighten up another person life. It is about making a impact on people lifes.
Anyway I think that the Korea fireworks are nicer than the French fireworks. Who says Asians must be inferior. Asian can be better than the ang mohs in their days.
Beautiful fireworks...=)
Fireworks are beautiful so is...
ok complete the sentence yourself haha.
Beautiful...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/24/2008 01:35:00 AM
8/24/2008 01:35:00 AM
IAF paper over and GBE next.
At least IAF is do-able but the you can do the paper, the higher the chance of the answer being wrong. Experience tells a whole lot of story.
God knows what GBE is all about. Believe mi or nt, I didn't even start on any topic for GBE. Damn it. Bloody exams. At least they are tat tiny bit lovable than reports. I hate reports to the max.
Now I need to sleep. Wrong lifestyle leads to sleepless night the day before exam thus the need to replenish it now.
On a sidenote, I wanted to study more for iaf the day yesterday but on hearing one song at youtube, all the motivation to study has gone.
"Big Big World" is the song. Nice song it is and I like it lots. Then during the sleepless moment another song kept playing in my mind..."I'm Yours".
Nice melody for both songs...pleasing to the ears and mind.
Gotta go slp soon...if not I am real dead for GBE. 13 MCQs chapter and 5 of those for essays.
As a matter of fact, I am already dead for GBE.
D-E-A-D!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/19/2008 03:09:00 PM
8/19/2008 03:09:00 PM
So it is a Silver medal after all. Well a medal is a medal after all. Especially so after a 48 years wait for this medal. Singaporeans cheer and Singaporeans roar.
So when is the gold coming? Well soon soon...I guess.I guess I am dead for iaf. Paper on tuesday and here I am instead of studying.
I was still in the mood to watch Lee Hsien Loong National Day Rally(Malay & Chinese part) After which was the Table Tennis team finals.
Where is my motivation to study for my papers? Motivations need to really fly back tml before the exams if not I am really dead!!! And oh...the English National Day Rally is tml.
Motivation where are you?
I guess when one is down, he is really down. Not once, not twice, but thrice!!!
Are you feeling better now? Hope you are ok now...
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/18/2008 01:30:00 AM
8/18/2008 01:30:00 AM
Singapore finally won a medal at the Oylmpic games after 48 years.
Good news for "MOST" Singaporeans. After all, 48 years is still a long wait after all.
In 48 years time I could be spending time with my wife relaxing and enjoying the golden age or looking after grandchildrens lol.
At least a silver at Table Tennis Women Team game. Facing China at the final women team game at Sunday. This doesn't sound too good to mi though.
Well at least a silver medal is there.
48 years.......Where would I be in 48 years time?
Hopefully~~~
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/16/2008 01:27:00 AM
8/16/2008 01:27:00 AM
So what have I been doing since Monday?
Shopping(Window), watching drama, sleeping, eating, playing games, watching tv, playing with the net, walking aimlessly around, feeling bored, feeling sianz and thinking off.......
Wait!!! Where is studying in the list? Next week is my first 2 paper and it's not on the list!!! Well thats mi. Studying early is not my style so I guess it is still the same after all these years.
I am still who I am eh~~~
Talking about drama, I have been watching "篮球火" and continuing "18禁不禁". I dun seems to have the time to finish "18禁不禁" and "篮球火" can't seems to upload fast enough for mi to watch.
Nice show after all!!!
I need to really start studying soon if not I will really die die die horribly!!!
Omg Omg Omg...now I don't know where is all my notes and stuff. If I still can't get all my notes in place, I will be dead.
Digging for notes can be a tideous process after all.
I Miss, I Miss, I Really Miss.......
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/15/2008 01:02:00 AM
8/15/2008 01:02:00 AM
Isn't it beautiful?It's 10.10 am/pm now so smiles...=)
Everlasting Beauty...HeHoHaHoHeHa.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/14/2008 01:44:00 AM
8/14/2008 01:44:00 AM
OMG...I really went back to Suntec and buy that Everlast watch. It is really tempting eh.
Before tat realise that it is Xiao Jing Teng autograph and singing session. Took a peek and wow, tats alot of ppl. Alot more than those that went for Tang Yu Zhe session.
Gals are really smitten by him. Even APNNs are there. Saw a few APNNs there although I dun know if they understood what was being said. Haha...Jamming really knows no racial boundaries eh.
One couple even though it was Zhang Xin Zhe session although I would rather perfer it to be him. I perfer his love song haha.
The watch is really very beautiful. This is what I would call the love at first sight. Yesterday I saw the watch and it really tempt mi much.
Today I went back wanting to take another look only and ask for details. Know what, that's the last display set and no more.
I walked off thinking that no one would buy it and can tahan for few more days. But...I was back there again haha. Proof and I gt the watch...hehehehehe.
$175 and my heart is really pain nw bohoo. Ok tats the original price. $79 after discount haha. Nw my pocket got a big hole.(Again!!!)
Nvm I suppose it is worth it. When was the last time I love something(one) at first sight? Long Long Ago I suppose. I went to watch shops at Suntec and Vivocity to look at watches again. Didn't have the 一见钟情 feeling again for the other watches so I suppose it is really worth it eh.
No regrets!!!
Talking about beauty, maybe I should give my two cents worth of comment haha.
I dunoe...ppl see beauty as having a pretty face, being chio and hot.
To mi, it is not about being pretty, hot or chio. Beauty to mi means more than the outer look. Beauty to mi is all about the inner self. It is the inner self that is able to release the charm, the aura, the feeling that is able to charm people.
Beauty is more about feelings. Beauty is a feeling to mi. You feel the beauty, not look at the beauty. I have my own perception of beauty...so long as I know that it is beautiful, no matter what other ppl say, it would still be a beauty in my very own eyes.
My definition of beauty, my feeling of beauty and my perception of beauty. No matter what ppl say, a beauty to mi is still a beauty to mi what-so-ever.
Talking about love at first sight, when was the last time you love something or someone at first sight? I know it's rare to have the 一见钟情 feeling. It is as though the feeling is reserve for the someone or something that is special.
When you love someone or something at first sight, you would know that it is special to be able to make you feel that way!!!
The everlasting beauty that was being loved at first sight!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/11/2008 12:09:00 AM
8/11/2008 12:09:00 AM
OMG...I shouldn't go to Suntec just nw. I saw a Everlast watch and it is seriously tempting mi nw.
Anyways squeeze with the Bangalas and Cheena again just nw for NDP 08. Like I say before, this is Singaporeans National Day not theirs so why should they be there to squeeze with us?
At least it is not as squeezy as last year. At least I got a better spot than last year.
BUT...I still perfer to watch it at the floating platform...boohoo. No tickets for so many years straight.
Seriously, if I could get hold of two NDP tickets, I would.......
Hmm wait till I really get it.
Anyway anyone wanna go watch the fireworks festival on the 22th and 23rd of August at Marina Bay?
Hopefully...
Damn...the Everlast watch is still tempting mi. Same as that Adidas shoe.
Hopefully...
look at what is falling from the sky~~~
~~~Singapore Flag~~~
the air force...above all others...lol
the magical moment of love, love, love
swimming birds?
ka-boom!!! i love fireworks...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/10/2008 12:05:00 AM
8/10/2008 12:05:00 AM
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Happy National Day to all...=)
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/09/2008 12:49:00 AM
8/09/2008 12:49:00 AM
Showed Ah Man the Adidas shoe that I was aiming since two month ago at Queenways.
Even he said that the pair of Adidas that I like is beautiful. The same guy that always has a different perception against mi on the definition of beauty.
It is really a nice shoe.
$132...I am coming. Wait for mi.
Specifically.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/08/2008 12:47:00 AM
8/08/2008 12:47:00 AM
It is sad when there is a urge to go into the store and look at the clothes but something just stop you. The relative lack of funding made mi experience tat today.
I am sorry. I am confuse. I didn't know what should I do then and there. My fault. My apologies.
Cut hair. No train concession. Wanted to take bus home. But decided to walk home after all.
My favourite thing to do when I am confuse...walk. Put on the earphone and listen to music while walking. I am still confuse. I still don't know what to do. It is still mess up.
Walking and listening to my MP3 at least allow a few moments that I wun be thinking too much.
Distance of 2 MRT station. No sufficient time to think through after all.
Once again...I am sorry.
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/05/2008 10:54:00 PM
8/05/2008 10:54:00 PM
give mi a good night sleep...
and a very sweet dreamz too~~~
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/04/2008 11:30:00 PM
8/04/2008 11:30:00 PM
I know I don't have a good temper.
I know that I can get angry over a small thing.
Being angry is normal. I get angry, stay silience and said nothing wrong when ask.
I wanna avoid conflict thus I said nothing is wrong. Is that really a good way of doing things?
I ended up being distracted. I can't stay calm. I am being stressed.
I ended up being angry with myself too.
Nw I am all mess up. I need to be calm but I can't.
Someone clear up all these mess!!!
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/04/2008 01:19:00 AM
8/04/2008 01:19:00 AM
Remember once in my post I mentioned that when ppl get drunk, there might be a reason over it? Well there really is a reason.
Went to Hougang at Tiong Loong house to do BD report early in the morning. Early for mi on a weekend though. Lunch and get his equipment to train his "omph" first then to his house.
Really no mood to do report. A fine sat got destroyed by reports and reports. I hate reports. He was also not in the mood for reports and thus we ended up procrastinating. Finally we finish it at 6 plus in time for mi to catch my fireworks.
I love fireworks. I was even prepared to go alone even though I perfer to have company sometimes. It is not that I like to do things alone everytime, but it is not likely to be able to get company everytime u need one.
I remembered watching the NDP last year alone squeezing with APNN and cheenas. Pathetic mi.
People always ask why I do things alone. I dunoe how to answer them. People can't survive on this earth alone and I certainly dun feel like doing things alone sometimes but what can I do?
Watching fireworks alone seems so pathetic. Luckily Tiong Loong decided to acc mi although he was tat bit unwilling I can tell. The fireworks was very beautiful. If only it was.......
After tat went to get Ho Seak present and went to find them. Drinking at Ah Yang house. They already had the intention to get mi drunk I suppose. I think they really do. Prehaps I want to get drunk myself too. I dunoe.
Drink, Drank, Drunk. I was really drunk this time round. It is not always the case that ppl want to get drunk and create a nusiance. There are reasons.
I was high. Being drunk allow u to get high, get into a world of fasinaction, another world. I remembered I was laughing non-stop. I remembered puking at the playground.
I remembered that I did not remembered about all the rubbish in this world. Reports, presentations and whatever crap there is. Nothing.
Although I suppose I leak out alot of secrets which I remembered nothing when I woke up. At least it give u a short moment whereby all troubles can be forgotten.
I also need companys and not do things alone all the time.
If only.......
<黑暗中，星闪闪>
8/03/2008 03:58:00 PM
8/03/2008 03:58:00 PM