Sometimes the desire for a want won't make things happen the way that you want. To achieve the desired outcome, things have to be done.
I don't know how, I don't know why and I certainly don't know when.
Prehaps only heaven will know. I am totally clueless. Prehaps I am a failure in life. Certainly people have happier life than I do. But on the other hand, some others have sadder life than I do.
Neither totally happy nor totally sad. Contradicting life one can get.
As the song goes: "I only feel alive when I dream at night." I dream, I saw and I remember. Reality it ain't but it certainly bring back the smile for that moment.
However the sweetest dream often will never really do cause you really want it to happen in reality...cause thats the sweetest gift that one can get.
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11/15/2008 03:04:00 AM
11/15/2008 03:04:00 AM