Remember once in my post I mentioned that when ppl get drunk, there might be a reason over it? Well there really is a reason.
Went to Hougang at Tiong Loong house to do BD report early in the morning. Early for mi on a weekend though. Lunch and get his equipment to train his "omph" first then to his house.
Really no mood to do report. A fine sat got destroyed by reports and reports. I hate reports. He was also not in the mood for reports and thus we ended up procrastinating. Finally we finish it at 6 plus in time for mi to catch my fireworks.
I love fireworks. I was even prepared to go alone even though I perfer to have company sometimes. It is not that I like to do things alone everytime, but it is not likely to be able to get company everytime u need one.
I remembered watching the NDP last year alone squeezing with APNN and cheenas. Pathetic mi.
People always ask why I do things alone. I dunoe how to answer them. People can't survive on this earth alone and I certainly dun feel like doing things alone sometimes but what can I do?
Watching fireworks alone seems so pathetic. Luckily Tiong Loong decided to acc mi although he was tat bit unwilling I can tell. The fireworks was very beautiful. If only it was.......
After tat went to get Ho Seak present and went to find them. Drinking at Ah Yang house. They already had the intention to get mi drunk I suppose. I think they really do. Prehaps I want to get drunk myself too. I dunoe.
Drink, Drank, Drunk. I was really drunk this time round. It is not always the case that ppl want to get drunk and create a nusiance. There are reasons.
I was high. Being drunk allow u to get high, get into a world of fasinaction, another world. I remembered I was laughing non-stop. I remembered puking at the playground.
I remembered that I did not remembered about all the rubbish in this world. Reports, presentations and whatever crap there is. Nothing.
Although I suppose I leak out alot of secrets which I remembered nothing when I woke up. At least it give u a short moment whereby all troubles can be forgotten.
I also need companys and not do things alone all the time.
If only.......
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8/03/2008 03:58:00 PM
8/03/2008 03:58:00 PM